I keep telling myself
it’s okay to love so much,
it’s okay to keep wanting
someone more than required,
it’s okay to miss someone
more than usual,
it’s okay to feel more
than what my heart can carry.
it’s okay.
I am raw and vulnerable,
much more fragile and soft,
I like being this way on one hand.
but on the other,
I am afraid of being hurt,
tired of crying,
my hands shake
when I have a fight.
LOVE,
has set me free,
brought me more happiness
than any of my dreams,
but at the same time
it has become
my biggest goddamn fear.
